Today was much better than yesterday was, thank goodness!
I know that I should have researched doctors in the area, but I put that off once again. Part of me is afraid to get a diagnosis because clearly there's something wrong with me. Part of me is pretty sure that I just need to eat healthier and I'll be fine, so there may not be a need to actually go to the doctor. My parents are kind of at the point where they just keep saying how I'm an adult and I can make my own decisions, so they're done trying to push me to do anything. Maybe I'll see how the weekend goes and then I'll think about finding a doctor on Monday.
In the meantime, I worked on my writing a little today. I didn't quite accomplish as much as I would have liked, but sometimes I need to just move some puzzle pieces around, even if I can't get them all into place. Today was one of those days, where I couldn't really make any good decisions on any projects, but I was able to re-read works and jot down notes for myself for future possibilities.
What I really need to work on is illustrating the children's book that I just finished. That would be the most important thing on my writing to-do list, but it's also the part that I dread the most. Even on a bad day, the writing is the easy part for me. The illustrating takes a lot more trial and error, emphasis on the error. I really wish that I could find someone to team up with me, to become a writer and illustrator duo, but unfortunately I can't afford to hire someone and I doubt that anyone would team up with me for just half of the profits... It's not like I'm going to make a lot of money from putting this book, or any other, out in the world; it's more just for the exposure. I'm happy with that, but I don't know if anyone else would be on board with that mentality. So it's up to me to push on individually if I want to get my writing out to the world. I sincerely hope that it will be worth all of the hard work.
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